artsy craftsy loneliness whine DON'T READ.

I need more friends who are ARTISTS and writers and musicians and creative.
Maybe I need more geeky/nerd friends. Those are rare and precious things.
I'm happy to have a couple of friends that I can "talk shop" with about Sensory Processing Disorder. THAT is a life saver.
I'm happy to have a couple of people around that I can talk to about Psychology, which I love!
I'm glad to have the few people around that are very creative that don't put me up on a pedestal for just being creative me.
Sometimes I think I'm just meant to walk through people's lives and not be attached. Give and take, live and learn and then move on. But, it makes me feel sad. I desire attachment. I'm jealous of people who have friends from grade school or middle school or high school or college and even mission friends. I wish I could know what it is about me that means that people pass through my life without needing to look back? Why don't I have the social skills to keep friends for long periods of time? I feel weird and broken.
Facebook and blogs have helped me a little bit. Makes it easier to "stay in touch"...but, do those people still really feel like my friends without the face to face contact?
I'm very tired and frustrated and sad, so I probably shouldn't be typing while feeling like that.
Just needed that out of my system.
SO I will stop.